of a Sex Addict
Copyright 2017 Amoi
My fingers hovered
over the keyboard as I stared at the blank e-mail page.
already,” Kira nudged me.
I glanced at her,
uncertain. A feeling of unease swept through my system. “I
don’t know about this. What if they actually see it?”
won’t, Canisha,” Becca assured. “They get tons of
fan mail every day.”
they do read some, and yours might be the lucky one.” Darian
patted my unruly black curls.
I glared at her
through the computer screen. Though this wasn’t the worst dare
(Darian got it bad for her birthday), I just had to ask them to give
me a simple birthday present. Luckily, it was my choice of a present,
so it didn’t have to be perverted like my friends wanted.
Canisha. I want cake.” Reese shoved my shoulder playfully.
I typed as fast as I could. The girls tried to read as I went but it
confused me to the point where I eventually had to tell them to shut
up until I was done.
After I finished
typing, I tapped a finger to my lip and blew out a breath. Was this
good enough? “I’m done.”
Kira started reading
over my shoulder. “Hi. My name is Canisha Tiburcio. Today is my
and EV3R happens to be my favorite K-pop band. For my birthday, I was
hoping to get one present from you guys. Nothing big or special. Just
a movie night with Aaron and Changmin.”
“Shut up. I
didn’t know what to ask for,” I grumbled, crossing my
Becca pushed me out
of the way and began erasing parts of my email.
better.” She smiled evilly and stepped back for the others to
Rolling my chair
closer, I leaned in to see, as well. “Oh, hell no. I am not
asking Aaron to take my virginity.” Erasing the mess Becca made
of my email, I wrote what I had before.
“How about we
just add five words to spice it up?” Kira suggested, shoving
her way to the keyboard. She ran her fingers along the keys.
Now my email said
the same thing but, at the end, it was edited to read, “Just a
movie night every Friday for a year.”
a little…much, don’t you think?” Darian raised an
“At least it’s
not something as bogus as asking Aaron to take my virginity.” I
shook my head and hit ‘send’. “Hopefully they never
see this awkward email.”
shouted before closing my door.
Flopping onto my
bed, I let out a sigh. Calculus was a killer. My brain hurt like
there was no tomorrow, and I still had to study.
Rolling over, I took
my phone from my jean pocket and began checking my email for the
study guide my history teacher was supposed to send out to the class.
It was already there, and I needed to save it to my computer. I
looked over at my desk where my laptop was. It was all the way across
the room. So far…
With another sigh, I
got up and made my way to my laptop. I picked it up and ran back to
my bed, once again jumping onto it, making sure my laptop wasn’t
It felt like years
had passed before I got it to connect to the internet. With the
document saved, going through the rest of my cluttered mailbox seemed
like a good idea since I probably wouldn’t log on for another
week or so. I started deleting from the last page since they were the
oldest. Glancing at the sender and title of the email quickly, I
checked each box, ready to delete them when one title caught my eye.
The email address
wasn’t the same as the one I had sent my email to, but it had
the same subject. Could it be…?
I clicked on it and
scanned through the email. My eyes widened.
Oh, my god. Oh my
god. Oh. My. God!
Closing my eyes, I
took a deep breath, then reread the email. I couldn’t believe
it. Shutting the laptop, I scrambled off my bed and shot for the door
calling out the girls’ names as I went, hoping they were still
We all sat on the
couch in the living room. My laptop sat on my lap and everyone leaned
over to read the screen.
really coming?” Kira asked.
I shrugged, “I
“I think it’s
I looked at Darian,
who was biting her lip. She met my gaze and continued talking. “I
mean, they’re famous and all, and I understand them going to
visit a sick person about to die but why spare time for someone they
don’t know just for a birthday?”
I was shocked.
Beyond shocked. Darian never said anything that made so much sense in
terms of seriousness. Like ever.
“Darian has a
point, surprisingly.” Carelyn nodded in agreement.
you…wait, did you just –
Yes. But it was within a compliment.” Carelyn grinned.
Darian glared at her
in return and crossed her arms, muttering something under her breath.
I rolled my eyes.
“So what should I do? I think I should just email the person
back and tell them to forget about it.”
All of us looked at
Reese. “Just wait. They said they’re coming this Friday,
right? So if they come we know it’s legit, and if they don’t,
then we know it was a prank.”
I pondered Reese’s
words. It wasn’t like it mattered if I rejected it now. If it
didn’t happen then that’s that. Though… “But
“You might as
well just wait,” Becca cut me off. “If this isn’t a
prank it would be pretty awesome to meet Ev3R.”
Gosh. The way she
spoke, she sounded more excited than I felt. Then again, all of us
were die-hard fans of the group. It was quite embarrassing how
obsessed we were with them, and it had been that way since our high
Sighing, I nodded.
“Okay, let’s wait and see.” I shut my laptop and
looked back at my friends. “Don’t get your hopes up,
All of them nodded,
murmuring reassurances. Except one.
skyrocketed through the roof!” Reese clapped her hands
together. “This is going to be awesome.”
When Friday finally
came, I was a ball of nerves. My heart was racing. I didn’t
want to get out of bed, but, at the same, I wanted to jump with joy.
The former won over in the end, though. At least, until Kira forced
me out of bed to make breakfast for her and all the other lazy girls.
The day passed by
slowly from then on. Not even my Korean IV class, the one I enjoyed
the most this semester, passed with the speed of light as it usually
did. And, to top it off, when I got home the girls made a mess of my
room trying to pick out an outfit for me to wear. After two annoying
hours, they all agreed on a white blouse that complimented my brown
skin tone and a pair of blue skinny jeans. All of it was quite
frustrating, until the last hour came.
By then, the minutes
couldn’t go by slow enough. But it only made me more nervous
than I already was, and excited on top of that. Not the best combo.
Because of this, I made the unwise decision to tell Kira I should
just run away, as a joke, of course. Too bad she didn’t take it
as one. Instead, she locked herself to me, holding me captive in the
The others seemed to
share my anxiety though they tried not to show it. They scurried
around the house trying to look busy, but it was obvious how they
At exactly six
o’clock, the doorbell rang.
get it,” Darian called out from the kitchen, and at that exact
moment, I went into panic mode.
I tried to bolt, but
sadly Kira was using her brain and tackled me before I could move two
feet. We rolled on the floor as she tried to pin me and I tried to
run away, neither of us succeeding.
cleared their throat, causing me and Kira to halt our little fight.
We both looked to the doorway.
I gulped. Blinked a
few times. Then gulped again. Aaron and Changmin from Ev3R stood in
the doorway next to Darian, who was looking highly amused.
Kira and I scrambled
to our feet. Kira offered a nervous wave as I muttered an awkward,
birthday,” Aaron said in an almost perfect American accent. I
never realized how deep his voice was. The sound of it made me
shiver. “Hope you don’t mind me asking which one of you
Kira pointed at me.
It was my turn to nervously wave.
I blinked once again
and gave my head a little shake. Stop
acting like a weird fangirl.
Harder said than done, but somehow I managed it. I moved forward and
held my hand out to Aaron. “It’s nice to meet you.”
Aaron shocked me by
forgoing my hand, pulling me into a hug instead. A bear hug to be
exact. He hugged me so tight, my breasts flattened against his chest.
Or maybe I should say upper abdomen.
Damn was he tall.
And strong. Because he held me so close, I could feel his
well-defined muscles. What I wouldn’t give to get a look at
those abs he was always flashing on TV.
When he finally let
go, he took a step back. And only one step, so I had to look up just
to see his face. There was a sudden flash, bringing my attention to
two photographers that I hadn’t notice before.
“Ready for the
movie night?” He asked.
I bit my lip and
nodded. “Is this really not a prank?” I asked, eyeing the
people taking pictures. Another person was writing something on a
He laughed. Damn,
even his laugh gave me quakes. “No. This is completely, one
hundred percent, real.”
I glanced at
Changmin. He still stood in the doorway. Darian had left at some
point and gathered the other girls into the foyer. They all watched
through the doorway at a safe distance. Cowards.
mean to sound ungrateful, but I was wondering why you guys even
agreed to this. I mean, it’s not like I’m dying or
something serious like that.”
not.” A man of average height stepped forward and held out his
hand. “My name is Misuki Katanawa. I’m the boys’
I shook his hand,
not sure what to say.
“We chose this
opportunity purely for that reason. To show fans that they don’t
have to be dying to meet their idols.” Oh. So this was a PR
stunt. Made sense.
Aaron shrugged and
offered the dazzling smile I had fallen in love with after seeing his
picture for the first time. “Just enjoy.”
I nodded again. I
guess I could do that. Hopefully.
Aaron looked back at
Changmin. “Not going to speak at all? Not even a greeting?”
Changmin raised an
eyebrow in response. With a smirk, he turned on his heels and headed
toward the door.
That shocked me. I
expected Changmin to be as nice as Aaron and even bubblier because
that’s how he was during interviews. Maybe I was just
overthinking it. After all, he did come along with Aaron to grant my
stupid birthday wish. A mean person wouldn’t do that…unless
they were forced to.
Mr. Katanawa shook
his head. “Ignore Changmin. He’s not feeling well today
but still decided to come.” It hadn’t looked like he was
sick but okay. “We just need to take a few more picture of you
guys at the house and do a short interview with you. After then,
we’ll be done.”
Aaron grasped my
hand, making me realize just how large his hands were compared to
mine. I guess it was to be expected since he was ridiculously tall
compared to my short frame. I remembered their profile saying Aaron
and Changmin were both over six feet. Man, did he make me feel like a
midget at barely 5’2”.
“And let the
fun begin,” he said, leading me out of the house.
I looked to the
guys’ house in awe. I didn’t even know they owned a house
in the States. Aaron drove through the iron gates that were attached
to brick walls that I assumed surrounded the whole property. The
drive was in a circular fashion, centered on a Mexican style house.
The house faced east and the setting sun created an unnatural glow
behind it. It made me think of how houses probably looked in heaven.
Aaron led me into
the house which proved to be very modern. It was so perfect, it
reminded me of the showrooms they had in the Ikea stores.
The kitchen opened
into the living room, separated by a breakfast bar. Beside the
kitchen was an open doorway that showed the dining room. There was a
hall off to the left of that, which I assumed housed a bathroom and
laundry room. I would check, but I thought snooping on the first
meeting would look really bad.
Aaron nudged me
toward the sofa before going to the large TV stand. “We don’t
have many movies here but there is this one we haven’t watched
yet. Now if only I can find it…” When he opened the
stand, I saw his definition of ‘not many’ was at least
fifty. ‘Not many’ my ass.
True to Mr.
Katanawa’s word, the photographers began taking pictures. And
Changmin went into
the kitchen and began taking out food and drinks from the fridge and
cabinets. In seconds, the sound of popping popcorn filled the house.
The delectable smell of movie butter popcorn touched my nose, making
me crave some even though I wasn’t hungry.
My craving for
popcorn made me think of another craving. Seriously, it should be a
crime for people to be so good looking, I thought looking between the
boys. Both tall, built from lean muscle with handsome faces. Aaron
was the more masculine looking of two, sporting more chiseled facial
features and a hard jaw line. His light brown hair brushed his
shoulders but in no means detracted from his masculinity. Changmin,
on the other hand, had a boyish face with softer features and short
black hair that just touched his ear and fell over his forehead in
that common anime guy look.
If it was just based
on looks, Changmin was my typical type. But Aaron’s personality
was very similar to my dream boyfriend, so if I was to date one it
would be Aaron, though that would never really happen. Although, if I
were speaking hypothetically, I would totally just be with the two of
them–with their consent, of course, because cheating was wrong.
It was how I wished most shows that involved love triangles would
end. I could be like Becca and just have a closet full of men, both
fake and real (it’s an ongoing joke between us girls).
“Aha! I found
it.” Aaron said, pulling me from my fantasy world. Hopefully
the photographers hadn’t caught me in my drooling state.
Aaron put the DVD in
the player then came to sit by me. “It’s Rush
Hour 2. I
always wanted to watch it but haven’t gotten the chance until
today. I hope you don’t mind watching an older movie.”
I shook my head.
“It’s okay. I love the Rush
I could watch them every day and not get bored.”
Aaron smiled before
turning towards Changmin. “You done yet, Min?”
Changmin made his way to the sofa, juggling the popcorn bowl in one
arm and candy and pop cans in the other. He placed everything on the
coffee table then went to sit on the other side of Aaron.
Only Aaron suddenly
put his feet up, taking up all the space on that side of the sofa
with his long legs, then said in Korean, “Sorry.
This spot is taken by my feet.”
Oh. Cool. I
understood that. The past two years of studying were paying off. My
teacher would be so proud. I smiled thinking of how similar his
actions were to how the girls and I acted, though we would simply sit
on the others’ legs, not caring. Changmin on the other hand,
just glared at Aaron and came to sit by me, muttering something under
When Aaron turned
the movie on, an awkward silence hung in the air. Changmin began
drinking one of the sodas while I picked up the popcorn bowl and
placed it in my lap. I popped a kernel in my mouth, nearly
moaning as the butter melted over my taste buds. I grabbed a handful,
ready to shove it in my mouth when I felt eyes on me. I turned to
Changmin and sure enough, he was looking at me with an amused
expression on his face.
I didn’t know
why, but I felt the need to explain myself. “I love movie
butter popcorn with an un-denied passion.”
Changmin snorted and
took a handful of popcorn, shoving it into his mouth. Annoyance
settled over me. I sighed and turned my attention to the screen as
the movie started playing.
We just need a few more pictures, then we’ll be back after the
movie,” Mr. Katanawa said over the TV.
The quick series of
flashes were irritating and I was glad when they over. Then the
photographers, the person I assumed to be the writer, and Mr.
Katanawa departed from the house, leaving me alone with the guys.
At the end of the
movie, Aaron and I were laughing our pants off, repeating the
funniest lines to one another. The comedy had broken whatever
awkwardness we had between us.
“I take it
there’s a third?” He asked once we calmed down.
I nodded. “Though,
it’s not as good as this one.”
watch it next week.”
Next week? Were the
two really planning on going through with the whole year thing? I
felt surprised. I thought this was just a PR stunt. “What do
you mean by next week?”
“You asked for
a year of movie nights and we accepted it. So, unless we have to
work, we’ll be here every Friday.”
don’t have to do that. This was great enough. The whole year
thing was just a stupid dare my friends and I had going.”
Before Aaron would
say anything more, Mr. Katanawa came through the door. “You all
enjoyed the movie, I hope.” Behind him, the photographers and
writer walked in. The photographers began taking pictures again
(you’d think they would have taken enough by now). The writer
came to over to us on the sofa and sat on the coffee table directly
in front of me.
“Hi. My name’s
Marisa. I’m writing the article and have a few question to ask
you.” The woman took a pen and the small notepad she had been
writing on earlier from her jacket pocket. “So what do you
think of the guys?”
For some reason, the
question had me feeling embarrassed. “They’re easy to get
along with and extremely nice.” At least, Aaron had been. I
couldn’t say the same for Changmin, who had just sat throughout
the whole movie silent as a stone. If it hadn’t been for the
fact that he had been eating all the popcorn, I would have assumed he
“And how was
tonight for you?”
“It was fun.
Very enjoyable.” Was that a good enough answer? Man, I hoped I
didn’t say anything wrong.
“And what do
you guys think of Miss Tirburcio?”
Aaron was the first
to answer. “She has a great personality and kept things
Marisa wrote on
her pad before standing up. “Thank you.”
Aaron stood, “Time to get you home.”
I nodded and stood
as well. Stretching my stiff muscles, I looked at Changmin. It seemed
he wasn’t a man of many words, though the articles were right
about him being a bottomless pit. He had eaten most of the popcorn,
all but one piece of the truffle cookies, and half the bag of family
stay and clean up. I’ll be back soon.”
ready to protest but said nothing.
As Aaron led me out
of the house, I glanced back inside. This would definitely be the
only time I came.
constant ringing annoyed me to no end. “Someone get the door!”
I yelled. My hands were currently covered with seasoning and bloody
water from the pork chops I was getting ready to cook.
wanted to be lazy, because the doorbell just kept on ringing.
Grumbling to myself, I washed my hands and went to open the door.
When I did, my eyes widened in surprise.
He smiled sweetly,
his amber eyes twinkling. “Hey, you ready for our date?”
I raised an eyebrow.
Had I missed something? Like him asking me out, which I didn’t
have any memory of.
“I mean our
movie date,” he said, scratching his head.
thought we had come to the agreement that one was enough. It was only
agreed.” He shrugged just as Changmin came walking up the
steps. Pushing Aaron out of the way, he sniffed the air like a dog.
Then he looked down at me. “Is someone cooking?”
He gave me a look as
if he didn’t believe me then walked into the house like he
owned the place. It sucked when you met one of your favorite idols
only to find out he was an asshole. I looked back at Aaron who was
shaking his head. “Sorry about that. Min is just…”
okay,” I said, letting Aaron enter before closing the door. I
could deal with someone not liking me. It’s not like he was the
first, even if he didn’t have any real reason to.
“I think it’s
time to come out with the truth.”
The truth? I looked
at Aaron curiously. “You see, like you’re a fan of us,
we’re a fan of you.” What? No way. “We’ve
been following your blog for about three years now and, can I just
say, you’re awesome.”
I told myself. Do
not start fangirling.
I was more than shocked. I mean, yeah, my blog had a lot of
followers. I just recently passed the 100 million milestone after
about ten years, but never expected celebrities to be among my
Aaron nodded. “Yeah.
That’s why we really accepted your request. Or, at least, I
did. I knew the email address you messaged us from was yours as soon
as I saw it since I had emailed you a few times over the years.”
Oh. My. God. I’d
been emailing Aaron of Ev3R and never knew it. I didn’t know if
I should’ve felt bummed or more excited.
“So, if you
don’t mind, I would like to continue hanging out with you. As a
Well, if it wasn’t
an inconvenience, why the hell not? “Sure.”
“Oh, and don’t
mind Changmin too much. He’s just not open to new people.”
I nodded. At least
he didn’t hate me like I previously thought. Then I remembered
the food. “I have to get back to cooking, if you like, you both
can join us for dinner.”
4 months later
I smiled to myself
as I climbed over the wall that surrounded the guys' house. Changmin
is so going to get it,
thought to myself. Ever since May, we’ve been having this kind
of prank war going on. It was basically the way we bonded.
The first time he
pranked me was with a water gun. As I climbed out of my car after
arriving at his house for another movie night, he came out of nowhere
and began spraying me with water. At first, I shocked, and kind of
pissed, but soon I realized that this was his way of showing
friendship. He also began being nicer to me (not in the nice-nice
kind of way but in a mean-nice kind of way, if you get what I mean).
Within a month I had
been crushing on them both. But crushes were a dime a dozen, so it
was completely normal to have a crush on two guys. Also, I liked them
both for different reasons. If I had to choose, though, I would
probably pick Aaron. He was just too sweet not to like.
As I crept up to the
house, I checked to make sure no one was peeking out the windows. I
rang the doorbell then quickly hid around the corner. It took about
five seconds for me to get my Freddy Krueger mask on and pull the toy
knife from my pocket. Once I heard the door opening, I jumped
out of my hiding spot. In the scariest voice I could muster, I
shouted, “I’m gonna kill you!”
I was very pleased
when a high pitched scream touched my ear. Grinning evilly, I pulled
my mask off. Embarrassment came over me a second later.
Aaron,” I murmured when I caught sight of his pale face. I
heard Changmin’s laughter in the background, making me feel
Aaron shook his
head. “It’s okay.” He sighed then looked around
outside. “Where’s your car at?”
“I took the
bus. I wanted to catch Changmin off guard,” I stated as he let
me pass to enter the house. I glared at Changmin, who sat on the
sofa, an amused expression on his face. “This isn’t over
“Come at me with all you got, babe. I’ll outdo you every
What he said pissed
me off because so far it was true. If we were keeping score (and I
was), It would be about fifty to thirty-seven, with Changmin at
fifty, the stupid asshole. I didn’t get why I couldn’t
get to him like he could to me.
Rolling my eyes, I
sat on the sofa, swinging my legs up onto Changmin’s lap. “Ya!”
that? Sorry, the word “ya”
isn’t in my vocabulary.” Changmin went to push my legs
off him but I stopped him with an arm. “Touch me and I’ll
know. I might like it.”
I laughed and shook
my head, muttering, “pervert” under
my breath. Yeah, the dumbass was a certified pervert. Some of the
things he said were beyond worse than what the girls and I ever came
up with. Half the time, it would be the most random shit, out of the
blue. He could turn anything perverted. And I meant anything.
Aaron joined us on
the sofa shortly after with snacks. “Did you bring your movie?”
Nodding, I grinned
evilly to myself. Changmin’s black eyes peered at me curiously
but I ignored him and handed Aaron the DVD. Too bad the girls
wouldn’t be here to see their reactions. After all, they were
the ones who had planned this. I would have taken out my phone to
record it but that might be too suspicious.
As Aaron took the
DVD to the player, I looked at the snack he had placed on the coffee
table. “Where’s the popcorn?”
Crossing my arms, I
tossed Changmin a suspicious look. “More like you don’t
want to share.”
I sighed and looked
at Aaron as he set up the movie. I definitely liked him more. Way
more. He wasn’t as sarcastic.
Once he sat down
beside me, I took the remote from him. I placed a pillow on his lap
before resting my heading on it. All the while I was laughing
maliciously in my head. Calm.
Be calm. I
took a deep breath and looked at both guys. “Don’t get
shocked guys.” Then I pressed play.
The introduction was
about twenty minutes of pure bull shit. Even though I had already
watched this once before, it still annoyed me, but I dealt. At the
same it, it built my anticipation for what was to come.
Suddenly a naked
couple appeared on the screen, fucking like they that were about to
die. Inside, I was a giggling mess. The two next to me gasped,
obviously shocked by what they were seeing on the screen. The camera
angle changed, giving a perfect shot of the man’s dick sliding
in and out of the woman’s pussy. I had to cover my mouth to
keep my laughter from bursting out.
stood, almost knocking me off the couch, and disappeared down the
hall. Changmin, on the other hand, held his emotions in tight, his
lips set in a grim line, but I had no doubt the sight affected him.
Not able to hold out
any longer, laughter took over me. I sat up and grinned. “Now
how’s that for a prank? Are you enjoying the movie?” I
asked, laughing some more.
I expected him to
glare at me. Or to return my grin, letting me know I wasn’t
affecting him. He did neither of those things. He pulled me into his
lap and crushed his lips against mine before my mind could even
register what was happening. He pushed his tongue between my lips and
kissed me with such force and desire that I was shaken.
When he pulled away,
I was lightheaded, confused, and undoubtedly turned on. I touched a
finger to my swollen lips, trying to grasp what just happened.
Quickly, I tried to
move off his lap but his grip tightened and pulled me closer, against
something hard. His erection?
For some reason, my voice didn’t want to work.
obviously amused by my stuttering. “You decided to play with
fire. Why are you so surprised you got burned?” His gaze fell
to my lips before he met my eyes once again. My throat felt dry.
Sliding his arms under my body, he stood, holding me as if it was no
effort. “Let’s see how hot this fire can burn.” He
grinned as he strode toward the stairs.
His lips. His hands.
God, they drove me crazy, even when I knew this was ridiculous.
Laying on his bed as he hovered over me, I could only think about one
thing. But it wasn’t right. No matter how good it felt.
stop.” I tried to push him away though in all honesty, I didn’t
have the mental strength. The guy that I liked was kissing me. Who in
their right mind wanted to end that?
As his lips brushed
against mine, all I could think about was his body pressing mine into
his bed. Hard and hot, creating a deep, needy ache between my legs.
Making me so desperate.
I could kiss him all
night. And day.
When Changmin broke
the kiss, I opened my eyes, meeting his gaze. He took each of my
hands and held them together in one of his, pulling them above my
head. With his free hand, he reached for the buttons on my shirt and
began undoing them.
Suddenly, I was
snapped out of whatever haze he had over me. “Changmin. Stop!”
I struggled against his hold, but he only tightened his grasp. He
stopped unbuttoning my shirt, though. Then he gave me this look that
I couldn’t decipher.
I didn’t stop
him again as he continued undoing my buttons until he had my shirt
off. He licked the seam of my lips as he went to removing my jeans.
My eyes closed on their own when he slipped his tongue inside. His
mouth took complete possession over mine, conquering me with pure
“I want to
taste right here.” He murmured against my lips as his fingers
brushed along my delicate folds, causing me to gasp.
I could have said
no. I should have. But I didn’t want to. I wanted him so much
it hurt. So, when he began pulling off my jeans and panties, I helped
by wiggling my hips to get out of the confining clothing. Next thing
I knew his head was between my legs, his hands pushing against my
knees, spreading me wider.
what are you doing?”
I turned my
head to find Aaron standing in the doorway, his mouth gaping. My body
flushed with embarrassment. I had no clue what to do. Luckily, my
body moved quicker than my mind, my hands grabbing a nearby pillow to
cover myself as I moved away from Changmin.
Nisha how one can get burned when they play with fire.”
I leveled a glare at
the sarcastic jerk. I
definitely did not like this asshole. Okay,
I did. But he didn’t know that. Yet. Hopefully.
He must if you’re
so willing to get naked for him.
completely naked. I still had my bra on.
help?” Changmin asked Aaron. “We can reenact the movie
Nisha was so kind to bring for us tonight.”
I gaped at him. I
mean, who wouldn’t? Was this guy serious? He wasn’t. He
couldn’t be. There was no way he was suggesting that we all
have sex together. I was dreaming. Yeah. That made more sense than me
possibly have a threesome with Aaron and Changmin. I was totally
What?” Aaron looked completely shocked. He was probably more so
than I. Despite being friends with Changmin for over ten years,
Changmin still managed to make him speechless time and time again.
But, unlike Changmin, he was an open book and it was obvious he was
thinking about Changmin’s suggestion.
He looked at me, blushing. I had to admit, he was adorable, though
with his eyes on me, I felt completely ridiculous in the position I
was in. I tried moving further away from Changmin but the annoying
man put a hand on my hips, holding me down.
“You want her
as much as I do. You said so yourself.” They talked about me?
About wanting me? “And she wants us, too.”
Wait a second. “Hey.
Does ‘she’ have a word in this?”
Changmin turned to
me and smiled his lazy, sexy smile that always made me want to jump
his bones every time I saw it. Not
that I thought I’d ever get the chance. Shivers
racked my spine as he kissed down my neck and along my collar bone. A
moan escaped my lips.
“I believe I
have my answer, unless you really don’t want to, Nisha. I would
never force you.”
I bit my lip,
looking from him to Aaron. This was crazy. But what was even crazier
was that I was considering it. I must have been out of my mind.
You only live
I knew I was
past crazy when Changmin resumed kissing me breathless and I didn’t
stop him. Nor did I stop the hand that removed my protective pillow
then moved between my legs and began touching me so intimately.
Instead, my fingers buried themselves in Changmin’s soft locks
as his thumb began massaging my clit. I felt a distinct pressure
building in me. When he dipped a finger into my heat, I nearly cried.
It felt so good.
My breasts felt
heavy. Aching. When his free hand pulled down my bra, freeing my
breasts, I moaned with relief. He broke the kiss and dropped his head
to one breast, sucking a hardened nipple between his teeth. My hands
clenched when he gave it a sharp tug then licked it soothingly. He
repeated the process to my other breast, never losing the rhythm he
had going between my legs, working his finger in and out of my body
as he continued to massage my sensitive clit.
The pressure inside
me kept building until it was too hard to breathe. A second finger
joined the first and my whole being splintered. Lights danced behind
my eyes as my body soared to unknown heights, overwhelming me.
When my body calmed,
I reopened my eyes. Changmin held my gaze as he removed his fingers
from my body and brought them to his mouth. “Even better than I
niggled my memory, bringing my eyes back to the doorway where Aaron
still stood. He looked at me with so much desire it made me shiver.
Then he was walking toward the bed. Toward me and Changmin.
“Nice of you
to join us.”
Changmin, his eyes never leaving mine. Changmin moved, allowing me to
sit up. When Aaron dropped down beside me, I didn’t know what
to say. What did one say in a moment like this?
His hand cupped my
cheek, his thumb gently caressing it as he leaned in and kissed me.
His kiss was so intimate and sweet, it made me realize he probably
had actual feelings for me.
I returned his kiss
eagerly, giving him complete access to my mouth. He took full
advantage as his calloused hands roamed my body, leaving goose bumps
in his wake. Becoming a little bolder, I slipped my hand under his
shirt, feeling the warm, hard muscle beneath.
He suddenly pulled
away from me, making me think I had done something wrong until he
ripped his shirt off over his head. His lean muscles were evidence of
hard work at dancing, from his strong arms and hard pecs to his six
pack, something many women and a few men could appreciate.
His hands then went
to the back clasp of my bra and undid it so he could remove the last
piece of material from my body. He returned to caressing my curves,
not leaving a single inch of skin untouched.
“You are so
lovely,” he said before kissing me once more. He pushed me back
gently until I was laying down before covering my body with his.
Chest to chest. Pelvis to pelvis. His erection pressed against my
core through his pants.
My hands moved on
their own, seeking to learn every ridge of his body, wanting no part
untouched. Wanting those damn, annoying pants off. But my fingers
kept fumbling as I tried to undo the button. It was as if they didn’t
want to work right.
brushed aside mine and soon he was completely naked. We were skin to
skin. Everywhere. And I delighted in the feel of him, holding his
body against mine with my legs and arms.
Aaron,” I heard Changmin say.
something unintelligible against my lips but did as Changmin
commanded. I felt a warm breath on my back as he trailed steaming
kisses down my spine. Someone slipped their hand between my legs. I
don’t know who. I didn’t care. They rubbed my clit in a
way that pushed me past distraction.
I wanted more. I
needed so much more.
I heard a squirt of
a bottle and felt cool liquid touch the small of my back. Hands began
spreading it, rubbing it down over my ass and between the cheeks,
around the small hole there. The hand between my legs was driving me
so crazy that I didn’t even care that a finger was probing my
The same feeling I
felt earlier began sweeping me up. I knew I was about to come. A
second finger joined the first in my ass, creating a burning
sensation that increased my pleasure.
constricted as the intense feelings inside me exploded once more.
Once again I saw that starry night sky as sensations rocked my being.
As I was mellowing,
I felt a thick cock pushing into my pussy. I gasped at the sharp pain
as it filled me, pushing deeper and deeper. I heard Aaron’s
voice groaning in my ear. It was him inside me, his hands on my hips
pulling me down until his cock was completely buried.
Changmin murmured in my other ear before I felt something thicker
than fingers pushing at my other hole.
think I can.
I must have said my
thoughts out loud because Changmin suddenly said, “You can.”
Fingers were once again messaging my clit, splitting my attention in
two. They gave me pleasure to balance out the discomfort as Changmin
worked his erection into my greased ass.
It was the craziest
sensation being filled by two cocks. Feeling stuffed in a compelling
way, with a hand on my clit, stimulating a deep-seated desire.
“Min, I can’t
wait any longer.”
alright, Aaron. I’m deep in our little Princess now. You can
Not needing any
further instruction, Aaron pulled out before thrusting back into my
cunt. Changmin was moving, too. In and out. In and out. I bit my lip
as a completely new sensation rocked my body. My nails raked Aaron’s
chest as the two men threatened my sanity. As they…fucked me.
Yes. They were
fucking me and nothing ever felt better.
hit my clit with every thrust as Changmin placed love bites
everywhere he could reach. A hand squeezed my breast. Fingers wreaked
havoc on my hardened nipple.
It was almost
too much to take. An orgasm peaked in my horizon. The abyss called my
name and I went crashing into it.
I opened my eyes,
only to close them again. The glare of the sun was blinding. Waiting
a few seconds, I opened my eyes again, my vision finally adjusted. It
was then I took in my surroundings.
At first glance, I
knew I wasn’t in my room, or any room in my house for that
matter. When my gaze trailed to Aaron’s sleeping face, I
realized last night hadn’t been a dream. It really happened. I
turned my head to see Changmin on the other side of me, sleeping as
What did I do?
What did I do!
Nothing at all. Everyone was grown, consenting adults.
Then why did I feel
so bad? Because I was raised with the idea that sex was only supposed
to happen between one man and woman, who were married?
Thank God I was on
birth control since no one had used a condom. I thought about it
briefly last night but I didn’t bring it up, too swept away.
They guys didn’t bring it up, either. Getting caught up in the
moment was no excuse for unsafe sex, but I now understood how it was
Shifting my position
onto my back, I looked between Aaron and Changmin, trying to figure
out how I was supposed to get out of bed without waking them.
Cautiously, I lifted Aaron’s arm that was wrapped around my
waist and slowly moved it to his side. I froze when Aaron shifted,
scared I had woken him. He turned away from me before ceasing to
move. I sighed in relief.
As quietly as I
could, I slipped from between the two men and off the bed. It was
then I realized I had a shirt on. I looked at Aaron’s sleeping
form. Definitely him. Changmin wasn’t kind enough to consider
my feelings to that extreme.
Though he did
more than consider your erotic feelings.
I glanced over at
Changmin, who was sprawled out naked, uncaring. To be honest, his
body was even better than Aaron’s. His muscles were more
defined, including the eight pack he had. His skin was evenly tanned,
only blemished by a few barely noticeable scars and a tattoo of wings
on his back. His face was more boyish, though, appearing innocent in
his sleep and giving no hint to the complete devil he was.
A devil that knew
how to wring absolute pleasure out of your body.
what I was feeling now. Far from it. So far…
My clothes weren’t
hard to find. My jeans and shirt, along with my bra and underwear,
were folded neatly in a pile on top of the dresser by the door. I got
dressed as quickly and quietly as I could.
I left the house as
if the devil himself was on my heels, wondering if I would be able to
face the guys again when I didn’t even want to face myself.
“I think we
should have a pool party.”
Giving Carelyn a
strange look, I asked, “Why?”
we don’t own a pool, genius,” Becca said as she entered
the kitchen, obviously having overheard Carelyn.
Despite my gloomy
feelings, laughter bubbled in me at Becca’s sarcasm.
Reese, who stood at
my side, nudged me until I looked at her, a big smile on her face.
One could tell she was having many evil thoughts. “Yes. We
should have a pool party. And I already have in mind our first
I rolled my eyes,
shaking my head as I went back to beating the eggs. I wasn’t
going to even try to guess, though two names did cross my mind.
Not going there.
nodded because Becca suddenly shouted, “Called it!”
always looking at Darian anytime she’s around, and don’t
get me started on how he won’t shut up about her in Bio.”
Becca tsked. “Too
bad it ain’t never gon’ happen. Right, Darian?”
I giggled. Becca’s
voice always made me laugh whenever she ‘tsked’
Darian said in an approving tone.
We all laughed at
Darian’s silliness, the high spirits of the girls bringing up
mine. As we were making jokes about members of the other sex that
were constantly trying to get the attention of one of the girls in
the house, the doorbell rang.
get it.” Darian hopped off the counter and hurried out of the
As she left I poured
the beat eggs into the hot pan sitting on the stove. After exchanging
the cooked bacon in another skillet with uncooked, I flipped the
pancakes that were cooking on the stove top skillet.
I don’t know
what it was about cooking, but it always seemed to work out my
stress, which was why I always volunteer to cook for the others as
long as I wasn’t busy.
something really good.”
My whole body froze
at the sound of his voice. I glanced towards the open doorway of the
kitchen and sure enough there he stood. Leaning against the doorframe
with his arms cross, he looked like he owned the place. Nothing new
there. There was a small lift on the side his lips, the usual slanted
grin he was always giving everyone. The only difference was the way
he was looking at me. If one could have sex with only their eyes, he
definitely had that mastered. I wanted to look away, but even more so
keep looking at him. What was wrong with me?
Aaron joined him a
second later in the doorway with a welcoming smile. “Hey,
Reese gasped from
somewhere within the room. “How come he gets to call you that
nickname but you yell at me when I do.”
don’t like you.”
I actually really,
really loved her. Especially in that moment. Because of her, I was
able to reclaim my mind from wherever it ran off to when the two men
I turned my
attention back to the food, thankful everything was nearly done and
not burnt. As I finished up, the girls sprang into motion, more than
likely preparing extra settings for the two to join us for breakfast.
A breakfast that couldn’t have been over soon enough as I found
myself seated between the two people I was currently trying to avoid,
but my friends didn’t seem to comprehend my distress signal.
Either that or they were ignoring me. Probably the latter. Bitches.
Aaron kept the
conversation flowing around the table as we ate so I didn’t
have to participate much. Changmin, on the other hand, was being
devious. He kept asking me questions. He poked me. Tried to steal my
food. He reminded me of a child wanting attention. As if that wasn’t
enough, occasionally, he would lightly trail his fingers along my
inner thigh under the table, awakening my arousal.
I mentally cursed
him and my body. The next time he did it, I kicked him as hard as I
could in the shin. His grunt of pain brought me extreme pleasure that
wasn’t sexual at all. A grin decorated my face as a result.
wrong, Min?” Aaron asked over my head.
Changmin answered through gritted teeth, glaring at me.
I beamed at him,
thankful to finish my breakfast in peace.
During clean up, I
hid out in my room for a good five minutes before Aaron found me. My
room probably wasn’t the wisest choice.
I tried to ignore
him but in truth, I was completely aware of his every move. I felt
him sit beside me on the bed, peeking over my shoulder at the
textbook I was reading. Well, trying to read. I ended up reading the
same page six times before giving up.
I threw the book on
the floor and looked up. “Need something?”
“Are you mad
at me? At us?” He asked, softly.
The sweet tone of
his voice eased my mood. I shook my head. “I’m just
confused. Upset with myself.”
answer. Instead, I sighed and laid back on my bed. Aaron looked down
at me, his obvious worry showcased on his face.
“Why did you
guys come here?”
were worried,” Aaron answered without hesitation.
think it was weird?” I questioned.
He gave a small
laugh. “I would be lying if I said I didn’t but I…”
He scratched the back of his head. “I don’t know how to
explain how I feel without sounding like a major pervert.”
I giggled. Something
about him just made me want to relax. “Join the club.”
He grinned in
expression changed. His gaze trailed over me, awakening goose bump in
its path. When his eyes met mine again, the flames of desire danced
behind them. I fixated on his lips, thinking of his kiss as he began
leaning down toward me.
The door opened with
a loud bang. The two of us jumped apart instantly.
Well. Look what we have here.”
I glared at Changmin
as he casually waltzed into my room. He kicked the door shut with his
foot and smiled. “Don’t mind me. You may continue.”
He leaned against the door and waved his hand as if he were some
royal king commanding his servants.
Rolling my eyes, I
stood and stretched. “Why don’t you go watch some porn?”
“Want to watch
some together?” He grinned before adding, “Maybe we could
end it like last night.”
I flipped him off
before walking into my ensuite bathroom. Before I could close the
door, Changmin slipped inside. He shut the door behind him, locking
Aaron out in the process.
Before my brain
could function to say something snappy, he pulled me into his arms. I
didn’t put up much of a fight to break free. Even though I
currently didn’t like him, I still liked him.
Aaron’s persistent knocking and leaned against the sink
counter, pulling me between his legs. Bringing a hand to my hair, he
played with a loose strand and took a deep breath as if breathing in
His gentle touch
shocked me but not as much as the soft look in his eyes. Why was he
looking at me like that? Why?
hand forgot my hair as he trailed a finger along my cheek and under
my chin. He tilted my head until our lips touched. His tongue licked
the seam before pushing inside, deepening the sweet kiss. I couldn’t
stop myself from moaning as he tasted me with unkempt passion. I
forgot all about the fact I should be feeling like a whore and threw
myself into the kiss, loving each second.
He broke the kiss
slowly. Our breaths mingled. I looked him in the eye, wondering just
how he knew what to do to calm my erratic emotions.
grinned and stood his full height. As he moved toward the door, I
took in a deep breath. Forget a shower. I needed a bath. A nice,
I turned to see
Aaron lecturing Changmin. Changmin crossed his arms. “If it
wasn’t for me, you would have never gotten the courage to
“Can you guys
leave now? I’d like to take a bath.”
Both turned their
attention to me. Changmin looked like he wanted to say something
smart but Aaron spoke before he could. “Okay. We’ll see
you next week.”
I nodded and closed
the door as Aaron pulled Changmin from the bathroom. Not trusting
Changmin, I locked the door before stripping and getting into the
When I made my way
down the stairs Friday night, Darian began nagging me about my
clothing choice. “Are you seriously wearing that? Seriously?
I rolled my eyes. In
all honesty, I wasn’t in the best mood. I did not feel like
dealing with unwanted opinions. “They’re comfy.”
Darian shook her
head. “Carelyn, do you think Canisha should be going to her
movie night like that?”
Carelyn turned her
attention away from the TV to me, giving me a once over. “Didn’t
we agree you had to marry one of them? Dressing like that is not
going to get them to pop the question.”
I snorted. If a guy
didn’t approve of all my looks, why would I want to be with
them in the first place? “I am not marrying either of them.”
“Who are you
marrying?” Reese asked, walking into the room with an apple in
I took a deep breath
and went to my happy place. Or at least I tried. My happy place was
currently out of order, it seemed. I wondered when it was going to be
back up and running again… “Do any of you want to come
I’m going to a group study for geometry,” Reese stated
before taking a bite of her apple.
going with her,” Carelyn added.
I looked at Darian.
“I have a date
That got everyone’s
attention. “With who?”
for me to know and you to never, ever find out.”
Carelyn crossed her
arms over her chest. “It’s Derek, isn’t it?”
It made sense. The two were always flirting whenever we had lunch
Darian gasped. “Are
you some kind of mind reader?” I knew blonde jokes were mean
but I could swear they were created because of people like Darian.
Kira and Becca came
down the steps dressed to impress. Though I already knew the answer,
I still asked them to come with me. Each declined, explaining they
were going to a fraternity party, which explained why they were so
Life just didn’t
make sense. Why did the girls always want to come with me when I
didn’t want them to but couldn’t come when I wanted them
to? Karma was just being a bitch to me.
I admitted defeat. Looked like I was going to have to face this one
alone. “I’ll see you guys later. I’m heading out.”
I arrived at the
guys’ house in exactly twenty minutes. Yes, I was watching the
clock the whole time. Every single minute. But somehow, I still
reached it on time even after determinedly driving the speed limit.
And yes, I was a speeder but who wasn’t?
Aaron greeted me
with a smile at the door. “I picked out a Chinese martial arts
movie tonight. Didn’t you say you loved those?” he asked
as we walked over to the couch.
I nodded, looking
around. Where was Changmin? I was surprised he wasn’t loitering
around like usual. Why question it? It could just be karma didn’t
hate me that much after all. Finally, I relaxed. “I brought
If possible, Aaron’s
smile got bigger. He even rubbed his stomach as he said, “My
favorite. I knew I was keeping you around for a reason.
I took the brownies
out of my oversized purse as he started the movie. Once more I looked
around for Changmin. I had a feeling he was going to pull something.
Aaron and I got
absorbed in the movie almost right away, eating the brownies like
they were popcorn. About thirty minutes in, someone’s hand
suddenly gripped my shoulder. I’ll admit, I screamed, a loud,
girly, and shameful scream. I tried to jump away but the person
grabbed under my arms and pulled me over the sofa. Aaron, who was
just as shocked, reached for me but missed.
I thought I was
going to die until Changmin’s voice whispered in my ear. “Hey,
I glared up at him
in the faintly lit room. “One day I’m going to kill you.”
“You already have.” Then he dropped his voice so only I
could hear. “Want to do it again?”
I didn’t even
respond as I usually would have. I couldn’t because everything
had changed. While he didn’t seem to mind, I did. Maybe it was
a mistake coming here. Stop
being a coward. Everyone
had the right to crawl into a hole if they wanted to but whatever was
left of my pride would rather torture me than let me take the easy
way out. Just my luck.