of a Sex Addict
Copyright 2017 Amoi
My fingers hovered
over the keyboard as I stared at the blank e-mail page.
already,” Kira nudged me.
I glanced at her,
uncertain. Suddenly, a feeling of unease swept my system. “I
don’t know about this. What if they actually see it?”
won’t Canisha,” Becca assured. “They get millions of fan
mail a day.”
“True, but they do
read some, and yours might be the lucky one.” Darian patted my
unruly black curls.
I glared at her
through the computer screen. Though this wasn’t the worst dare
(Darian got it bad for her birthday), I just had to ask them to give
me a simple birthday present. Luckily it was my choice of a present
so it didn’t have to be perverted as my friends wanted.
Canisha. I want cake.” Reese shoved my shoulder playfully.
“Okay, okay.” I
typed as fast as I could. The girls tried to read as I went but it
confused me to the point where I eventually had to tell them to shut
up until I was done.
After I finished
typing, I tapped a finger to my lip and blew out a breath. Was this
good enough? “I’m done.”
Kira started reading
over my shoulder. “Hi. My name is Canisha Tiburcio. Today is my
and EV3R happens to be my favorite Kpop band. For my birthday, I was
hoping to get one present from you guys. Nothing big or special. Just
a movie night with Aaron and Changmin.”
“Shut up. I didn’t
know what to ask for,” I grumbled, crossing my arms.
Becca pushed me out
of the way and began erasing parts of my email.
She smiled evilly and stepped back for the others to see.
Rolling my chair
closer, I leaned in to see as well. “Oh, hell no. I am not asking
Aaron to take my virginity.” Erasing the mess Becca made of my
email, I wrote what I had before.
“Suck it, Reese.”
“How about we just
add five words to spice it up?” Kira suggested, shoving her way to
the keyboard, she ran her fingers along the keys.
Now my email said
the same thing but, at the end, it was edited to read, “Just a
movie night every Friday for a year.”
little…much, don’t you think?” Darian raised an eyebrow.
“At least it’s
not something as bogus as asking Aaron to take my virginity.” I
shook my head and hit “send”. “Hopefully they never see this
“Shut up, Becca.”
“Canisha, are you
“No!” I shouted
before closing my door.
Flopping onto my
bed, I let out a sigh. Calculus is a killer. My brain hurt like there
was no tomorrow, and I still had to study.
Rolling over, I took
my phone from my jean pocket and began checking my email for the
study guide my history teacher was supposed to send out to the class.
It was already there, and I needed to save it to my computer. I
looked over at my desk where my laptop was. It was all the way across
the room. So far…
With another sigh, I
got up and made my way to my laptop. I picked it up and practically
ran back to my bed, once again jumping onto it, carefully making sure
my laptop wasn’t under me.
It felt like years
had passed before I got it to the internet. With the document saved,
going through the rest of my cluttered mailbox seemed like a good
idea since I probably wouldn’t log on for another week or so. I
started deleting from the last page since they were the oldest.
Glancing at the sender and title of the email quickly, I checked each
box separately, ready to delete them, when one title caught my eye.
The email address
wasn’t the same as the one I had sent my email to, but it had the
same subject. Could it be…
I clicked on it and
scanned through the email. My eyes widened.
Oh my god. Oh my
god. Oh. My. God!
Closing my eyes, I
took a deep breath, then reread the email. I can’t believe it.
Shutting the laptop, I scrambled off my bed and shot for the door
calling out the girls’ names as I went, hoping they were still
We all sat on the
couch in the living room. My laptop sat on my lap and everyone leaned
over to read the screen.
really coming?” Kira asked.
I shrugged, “I
“I think it’s a
I looked at Darian,
who was currently biting her lip. She met my gaze and continued
talking. “I mean, they’re famous and all, and I understand them
going to visit a sick person about to die but why spare time for
someone they don’t know just for a birthday?”
I was actually
shocked. Beyond shocked. Darian never said anything that made so much
sense in a case of seriousness. Like ever.
“Darian has a
point, surprisingly.” Carelyn nodded in agreement.
did you just –
“Insult you? Yes.
But it was within a compliment.” Carelyn grinned.
Darian glared at her
in return and crossed her arms, muttering something under her breath.
I rolled my eyes.
“So what should I do? I think I should just email the person back
and tell them to forget about it.”
All of us looked at
Reese, “Just wait. They said they’re coming this Friday, right?
So if they come we know it is legit, and if they don’t, then we
know it was a prank.”
I pondered Reese’s
words. It’s not like it really mattered if I rejected it now. If it
doesn’t happen then that’s that. Though… “But it-”
“You might as well
just wait,” Becca cut me off. “If this isn’t a prank it would
be pretty awesome to meet Ev3R.”
Gosh. The way she
spoke, she sounded more excited than I felt. Then again, all of us
were die-hard fans of the group. It was quite embarrassing how
obsessed we are with them. And it had been that way since our high
Sighing, I nodded.
“Okay, let’s wait and see.” I shut my laptop and looked back at
my friends. “Don’t get your hopes up, though.”
All of them nodded,
murmuring reassurances. Except one.
skyrocketed through the roof!” Reese clapped her hands together.
“This is going to be awesome.”
When Friday finally
came, I was a ball of nerves. My heart was racing. I didn’t want to
get out of bed, but, at the same, I wanted to jump with joy. The
former won over in the end, though. At least, until Kira forced me
out of bed to make breakfast for her and all the other lazy girls.
The day passed by
slowly from then on. Not even my Korean IV class, the one I enjoyed
the most this semester, passed with the speed of light as it usually
did. And, to top it off, when I got home the girls made a mess of my
room trying to pick out and outfit for me to wear. After two annoying
hours, they all agreed on a white blouse that complimented my brown
skin tone and a pair of blue skinny jeans. All of it was quite
frustrating, really until the last hour came.
By then, the minutes
couldn’t go by slowly enough. But it only made me more nervous than
I already was. And excited on top of that. Not the best combo.
Because of this, I made the unwise decision to tell Kira I should
just run away, as a joke of course. Too bad she didn’t take it as
one. Instead, she locked herself to me, holding me captive in the
The others seemed to
share my anxiety though they tried not to show it. They scurried
around the house trying to look busy, but it was obvious how they
At exactly six
o’clock, the doorbell rang. Darian called out, “I’ll get it”
from the kitchen, and at that exact moment, I went into panic mode.
I tried to bolt, but
Kira was sadly using her brain and tackled me before I could move two
feet. We rolled on the floor as she tried to pin me and I tried to
run away, neither of us succeeding.
cleared their throat causing me and Kira to halt our little fight. We
both looked to the doorway.
I gulped. Blinked a
few times. Then gulped again. Aaron and Changmin from Ev3R stood in
the doorway next to Darian, who was looking highly amused.
Kira and I scrambled
to our feet. Kira offered a nervous wave as I muttered an awkward
birthday,” Aaron said in an almost perfect American accent. I never
realized how deep his voice was. The sound of it made me shiver.
Literally. “Hope you don’t mind me asking which one of you is
Kira pointed at me.
It was my turn to nervously wave.
I blinked once again
and gave my head a little shake. Stop
acting like a weird fangirl.
Harder said than done but somehow I managed it. I moved forward and
held my hand out to Aaron. “It’s nice to meet you.”
Aaron shocked me by
forgoing my hand and, instead, pulling me into a hug. A bear hug
to be exact. He hugged me so tight, my breasts flattened against his
chest. Or maybe I should say upper abdomen.
Damn was he tall.
And strong. Because he held me so close, I could feel his
well-defined muscles. What I wouldn’t give to get a look at those
six pack abs he was always flashing on TV.
When he finally let
go, he took a step back. And only one step, so I had to look up just
to see his face. There was a sudden flash, bringing my attention to
two photographers that I hadn’t notice before.
“Ready for the
movie night?” He asked.
I bit my lip and
nodded. “Is this really not a prank?” I asked, eyeing the people
taking pictures. Another person was writing something on a little
He laughed. Damn,
even his laugh gave me quakes. “No. This is completely, one hundred
I glanced at
Changmin. He still stood in the doorway. Darian had left at some
point and gathered the other girls into the foyer. They all watched
through the doorway at a safe distance. Cowards.
“I don’t mean to
sound ungrateful, but I was wondering why you guys even agreed to
this. I mean, it’s not like I’m dying or something serious like
“No, it’s not.”
An average height man stepped forward and held out his hand. “My
name is Misuki Katanawa. I’m the boys’ manager.”
I shook his hand,
not too sure what to say.
“We choose this
opportunity for that pure reason. To show fans that they don’t have
to be dying to meet their idols.” Oh. So this was a PR stunt. Made
Aaron shrugged and
offered his dazzling smile I had fallen in love with after seeing his
picture for the first time. “Just enjoy.”
I nodded again. I
guess I could do that. Hopefully.
Aaron looked back at
Changmin. “Not going to speak at all? Not even a greeting?”
Changmin raised an
eyebrow in response. With a smirk, he turned on his heels and headed
towards the door.
That shocked me. I
expected Changmin to be as nice as Aaron and even bubblier because
that’s how he was during interviews. Maybe I was just overthinking
it. After all, he did come along with Aaron to grant my stupid
birthday wish. A mean person wouldn’t do that (unless they were
Mr. Katanawa shook
his head. “Ignore Changmin. He’s not feeling well today but still
decided to come.” It hadn’t looked like he was sick but okay. “We
just need to take a few more picture of you guys at the house and do
a short interview with you after then we’ll be done.”
Aaron grasped my
hand in his, making me realize just how large his hands were compared
to mine. I guess it was to be expected since he was ungodly tall to
my exceedingly short frame. I remember their profile saying they were
both over six feet. Man did he make me feel like a midget at barely
“And let the fun
begin,” he said, leading me out of the house.
I looked to the
guys’ house in awe. I didn’t even know they owned a house in the
States. Aaron drove through the iron gates that was attached to brick
walls which I assumed surrounded the whole property. The drive was in
a circular fashion, centered on a Mexican style house. The house
faced east and the still setting sun creating an unnatural glow
behind it. It made me think of how houses probably looked in heaven.
Aaron led me into
the house which proved to be very modern. It was so perfect, it
reminded me of the showrooms they had in the Ikea stores.
The kitchen opened
into the living room, separated by a breakfast bar. Beside the
kitchen was an open doorway that showed the dining room. There was a
hall off to the left of that which I assumed housed a bathroom and
possibly laundry room. I would check, but I think snooping on the
first meeting would look really bad.
Aaron nudged me
towards the sofa before going to the large TV stand. “We don’t
have many movies here but there is this one we haven’t watched yet.
Now if only I can find it…” When he opened I saw his definition
of not many was at least fifty. Not many my ass.
True to Mr.
Katanawa’s word, the photographers began taking pictures. And more
Changmin went into
the kitchen and began taking out food and drinks from the fridge and
cabinets. In seconds, the sound of popcorn popping filled the house.
Then the delectable smell of movie butter popcorn touched my nose,
making me crave some even though I wasn’t hungry.
My craving for
popcorn made me think of another craving. Seriously it should be a
crime for people to be so good looking, I thought looking between the
boys. Both tall, built of lean muscle with extremely handsome faces.
Though Aaron was the more masculine looking of two. His facial
features more chiseled with a hard jaw line. His light brown hair
brushed his shoulders but in no means detracted from his
masculinity. Whereas Changmin had a boyish face with softer
features and short black hair that just touched his ear and fell over
his forehead in that common anime guy look.
If it was just based
on looks, Changmin was my typical type. But Aaron’s personality was
very similar to my dream boyfriend. So if I was to date one it would
be Aaron. Though that would never really happen. Although if I was
talking hypothetically, I would totally just be with the two of them,
with their consent of course because cheating is wrong. It’s how I
wished most shows would end that involved love triangles. I could be
like Becca and just have a closet full of men, both fake and real
(it’s an ongoing joke between us girls).
“Aha! I found it.”
Aaron said, pulling me from and fantasy world. Hopefully, the
photographers hadn’t caught me in my drooling state.
Aaron put the DVD in
the player then came to sit by me. “It’s Rush
Hour 2. I
always wanted to watch it but haven’t gotten the chance until
today. I hope you don’t mind watching an older movie.”
I shook my head.
“It’s okay. I love the Rush
I could watch them every day and not get bored.”
Aaron smiled before
turning towards Changmin. “You done yet, Min?”
made his way to the sofa, juggling the popcorn bowl in one arm and
candy and pop cans in the other. He placed everything on the coffee
table then went to sit on the other side of Aaron.
Only Aaron suddenly
put his feet up, taking up all the space on that side of the sofa
with his long legs then said in Korean, “Sorry.
This spot is taken by my feet.”
Oh. Cool. I
understood that. The past two years of studying were paying off. My
teacher would be so proud. I smiled thinking of how similar his
action was to how the girls and I acted. Though we would simply sit
on the others’ legs, not caring. Changmin on the other hand, just
glared and Aaron and came to sit by me, muttering something under his
When Aaron turned to
the movie on, an awkward silence hung in the air. Changmin began
drinking one of the sodas while I picked up the popcorn bowl and
placed it in my lap. I popped a kernel in my mouth, nearly
moaning as the butter melted over my taste buds. I grabbed a handful,
ready to shove it in my mouth when I felt eyes on me. I turned to
Changmin and sure enough, he was looking at me with an amused
expression on his face.
I don’t know why,
but I felt the need to explain myself. “I love movie butter popcorn
with an un-denied passion.”
Changmin snorted and
took a handful of popcorn, shoving it into his mouth. Annoyance
settled over me from his reaction. I sighed and turned my attention
to the screen as the movie started playing.
“Okay, kids. We
just need a few more pictures then we’ll be back after the movie.”
Mr. Katanawa said over the TV.
The quick series of
flashes were slightly irritating and I was glad when they over. Then
the photographers, person I assumed to be the writer and Mr. Katanawa
left the house leaving me alone with the guys.
At the end of the
movie, Aaron and I were laughing our pants off, repeating the
funniest lines to one another. The comedy had broken whatever
awkwardness we had between us.
“I take it there’s
a third?” He asked once we calmed down.
I nodded. “Though,
it’s not as good as this one.”
“Let’s watch it
Next week? Were the
two really planning on going through with the whole year thing? I
felt surprised. I thought this was just a PR stunt. “What do you
mean by next week?”
“You asked for a
year of movies nights and we accepted it. So unless we have to work,
we’ll be here every Friday.”
What? “You don’t
have to do that. This was great enough. The whole year thing was just
a stupid dare my friends and I had going.”
Before Aaron would
say anything more, Mr. Katanawa came through the door. “You all
enjoyed the movie, I hope.” Behind him, the photographers and
writer walked in. The photographers began taking pictures again (you
think they would have taken enough by now). The writer came to over
to us on the sofa and sat on the coffee table directly in front of
“Hi. My name’s
Marisa. I’m writing the article and have a few question to ask
you.” The woman took a pen and the small notepad she had been
writing on earlier from her jacket pocket. “So what do you think of
For some reason, the
question had me feeling kind of embarrassed. “They’re easy to get
along with and extremely nice.” At least, Aaron had been. I can’t
say the same for Changmin who had just sat throughout the whole movie
silent as a stone. If it hadn’t been for the fact that he had been
eating practically all the popcorn, I would have assumed he was dead.
“And how was
tonight for you?”
“It was fun. Very
enjoyable.” Was that a good enough answer? Man, I hoped I didn’t
say anything wrong.
“And what you guys
think of Miss Tirburcio?”
Aaron was the first
to answer. “She has a great personality and kept things
Marisa wrote on
her pad before standing up. “Thank you.”
stood, “Time to get you home.”
I nodded and stood
as well. Stretching my stiff muscles, I looked at Changmin. It seemed
he wasn’t a man of many words. Though the articles were true about
him being a bottomless pit. He had eaten most of the popcorn, all but
one piece of the truffle cookies and half of bag of the family size
stay and clean up. I’ll be back soon.”
ready to protest but said nothing.
As Aaron led me out
of the house, I glance back the interior. This would definitely be
the only time I came.
constant ringing annoyed me to no end. “Someone get the door!” I
yelled. My hands were currently covered with seasoning and bloody
water from the pork chops I was getting ready to cook.
wanted to be lazy because the doorbell just kept on ringing.
Grumbling to myself, I washed my hands and went to open the door.
When I did, my eyes widened in surprise.
He smiled sweetly,
his amber eyes twinkling. “Hey, you ready for our date?”
I raised an eyebrow.
Had I missed something? Like him asking me out which I don’t have
any memory of.
“I mean our movie
date.” He said, awkwardly scratching his head.
Oh… “I thought
we had come to the agreement that one was enough. It was only a
“I never agreed.”
He shrugged just as Changmin came walking up the steps. Pushing Aaron
out of the way, he sniffed the air like a dog. Really. Then he looked
down at me. “Is someone cooking?”
He gave me a look as
if he didn’t believe me then walked in the house like he owned the
place. Sucks when you meet one of your favorite idols only to find
out he’s an asshole. I looked back at Aaron who was shaking his
head. “Sorry about that. Min is just…”
“It’s okay,” I
said, letting Aaron enter as well before closing the door. I could
deal with someone not liking me. It’s not like he was the first,
even if he didn’t have any real reason not to.
“I think it’s
time to come out with the truth.”
The truth? I looked
at Aaron curiously. “You see, like you’re a fan of us, we’re a
fan of you as well.” What? No way. “We’ve been following your
blog for about three years now and can I just say, you’re awesome.”
Okay. Don’t start
fangirling. Do not start fangirling. I was more than shocked. I mean,
yeah my blog had a lot of followers, I just recently passed the 100
million milestone after about ten years, but never did I expect
celebrities to be among my followers.
Aaron nodded. “Yeah.
That’s why we really accepted your request. Or, at least, I did. As
soon as I saw the email address, I knew it was yours since I had
emailed you a few times over the years.”
Oh. My. God. I’ve
been emailing with Aaron of Ev3R and never knew it. I didn’t know
if I should feel bummed or more excited.
“So, if you don’t
mind, I would like to continue hanging out with you. As a friend.”
Well, if it wasn’t
really an inconvenience, why the hell not. “Sure.”
“Oh and don’t
mind Changmin too much. He’s just not open to new people.”
I nodded. At least
he didn’t hate me like I previously thought. Then I remembered the
food. “I have to get back to cooking, if you like, you both can
join us for dinner.”
4 months later
I smiled to myself
as I climbed over the wall the surrounded the guys' house. Changmin
is so going to get it. I
thought to myself. Ever since May, we’ve been having this kind of
prank war going on. It was basically the way we bonded.
The first time he
pranked me was with a water gun. As I had climbed out of my car after
arriving at his house for another movie night, he came out of nowhere
and began spraying me with water. At first, I shocked, and kind of
pissed, but soon I realized that this way his way of showing
friendship. He also began acting somewhat nicer to me (not in the
nice-nice kind of way but in a mean-nice kind of way if you get what
Within a month I had
been crushing on them both. But crushes are a dime a dozen so it was
completely normal to have a crush on two guys. Also, I liked them
both for different reasons. If I had to choose, though, I would
probably pick Aaron. He was just too sweet not to like.
As I crept up to the
house, I checked to make sure no one was peeking out the windows. I
rang the doorbell then quickly hid around the corner. It took about
five seconds for me to get my Freddie Cougar mask on and pull the toy
knife from my pocket. Once I heard the sound of the door
opening, I jumped out of my hiding spot. In the scariest voice I
could muster, I shouted, “I’m gonna kill you!”
I was very pleased
when a high pitched scream touched my ear. Grinning evilly, I pulled
my mask off. Embarrassment came over me a second later.
Aaron,” I murmured when I caught sight of his pale face. I heard
Changmin’s laughter in the background making me feel even worse.
Aaron shook his
head. “It’s okay.” He sighed then looked around outside.
“Where’s your car at?”
“I took the bus. I
wanted to catch Changmin off guard,” I stated as he let me pass to
enter the house. I glared at Changmin, who sat on the sofa, an amused
expression on his face. “This isn’t over yet.”
“Come at me with all you got, babe. I’ll out do you every time.”
What he said pissed
me off because it was true so far. If we were keeping score (and I
was), It would be about fifty to thirty-seven. Changmin being at
fifty, the stupid asshole. I don’t get why I can’t get to him
like he can to me.
Rolling my eyes, I
sat on the sofa, swinging my legs up onto Changmin’s lap. “Ya!”
“What was that?
Sorry, the word “ya”
isn’t in my vocabulary.” Changmin went to push my legs off him
but I stopped him with an arm. “Touch me and I’ll bite you.”
“You never know. I
might like it.”
I laughed and shook
my head, muttering, “pervert” under my breath. Yeah, the dumbass
was a certified pervert. Some of the things he said were beyond worse
than what the girls and I ever come up with. Half the time, it would
be the most random shit, out of the blue. He could turn anything
perverted. And I mean anything.
Aaron joined us on
the sofa shortly after with snacks. “Did you bring your movie?”
Nodding, I grinned
evilly to myself. Changmin’s black eyes peered at me curiously but
I ignored him and handed Aaron the DVD. Too bad the girls wouldn’t
be here to see their reactions, after all, they were the ones who had
planned this. I would have taken out my phone to record it but that
might be too suspicious.
As Aaron took the
DVD to the player, I looked at the snack he had placed on the coffee
table. “Where’s the popcorn?”
Crossing my arms, I
tossed Changmin a suspicious look. “More like you don’t want to
I sighed and looked
at Aaron as he set up the movie. I definitely like him more. Way
more. He wasn’t as sarcastic…
Once he sat down
beside me, I took the remote from him. I placed a pillow on his lap
before resting my heading on it. All the while I was laughing
maliciously in my head. Calm.
Be calm. I
took a deep breath and looked at both guys. “Don’t get shocked
guys.” Then I pressed play.
The introduction was
about twenty minutes of pure bull shit. Even though I had already
watched this once before, it still annoyed me but I dealt. At the
same it, it built my anticipation for what was to come.
Suddenly a naked
couple appeared on the screen, fucking like they that were about to
die. Inside, I was a giggling mess. The two next to me gasped,
obviously shocked by what they were seeing on the screen. The camera
angle changed, giving a perfect shot of the man dick sliding in and
out of the woman pussy. I had to cover my mouth to keep my laughter
from bursting out.
stood, almost knocking me off the couch, and disappeared down the
hall. Changmin, on the other hand, held his emotions in tight, his
lips set in a grim line, but I had no doubt the sight affected him.
Not able to hold out
any longer, laughter took over me. I sat up and grinned in his face.
“Now how’s that for a prank? Are you enjoying the movie?” I
asked, laughing some more.
I expected him to
glare at me. Or to return my grin, letting me know I wasn’t
affecting him. Instead, he did neither of what I had expected. He
pulled me into his lap and crushed his lips against mine before my
mind could even register what was happening. He pushed his tongue
between my lips and kissed me with such force and desire that I was
When he pulled away,
I was lightheaded, confused and undoubtedly turned on. I touched a
finger to my swollen lips, trying to grasp what just happened.
Quickly, I tried to
move off his lap but his grip tightened and pulled me closer, against
something hard. His erection?
some reason, my voice didn’t want to work.
obviously amused my stuttering. “You decided to play with fire. Why
are you so surprised you got burned?” His gaze fell to my lips
before he met my gaze once again. My throat suddenly seemed dried.
Sliding his arms under my body, he stood, holding as if it was no
effort. “Let’s see how hot this fire can burn.” He grinned as
he striding towards the stairs.
His lips. His hands.
God, they drove me crazy. Even when I knew this was ridiculous.
Laying on his bed as he hovered over me, I could only think about one
thing. But it wasn’t right. No matter how good it felt.
I tried to push him away though in all honesty, I didn’t have the
mental strength. I mean, the guy that I liked was kissing me. Who in
their right mind wanted to end that?
As his lips brushed
against mine, all I could think about was his body pressing mine into
his bed. Hard and hot. Creating a deep, needy ache between my legs.
Making me so desperate.
I could kiss him all
night. And day.
When Changmin broke
the kiss, I opened my eyes, meeting his gaze. He took each of my
hands and held them together in one of his, pulling them above my
head. With his free hand, he reached for the buttons on my shirt and
began undoing them.
Suddenly, I was
snapped out of whatever haze he had over me. “Changmin. Stop!” I
struggled against his hold, but he only tightened his grasp. Though,
he did stop unbuttoning my shirt. Then he gave me this look that I
I didn’t stop him
again as he continued undoing my buttons until he had my shirt off.
He licked the seam of my lips as he went to removing my jeans. My
eyes closed on their own when he slipped his tongue inside. His mouth
took complete possession over mine, conquering me with pure desire.
“I want to taste
right here.” He murmured against my lips as his fingers brushed
along my delicate folds causing me to gasp.
I could have said
no. I should have. But I didn’t want to. I wanted him so much it
hurt. And so when he began pulling off my jeans and panties, I helped
by wiggling my hips to get out of the confining clothing. Next thing
I knew his head was between my legs, his hands pushing against my
knees, spreading me wider.
“Changmin what are
I turned my
head to find Aaron standing in the doorway, his mouth gaping. My body
flushed with embarrassment. I had no clue what to do. Luckily my body
moved quicker than my mind, my hands grabbing a nearby pillow to
cover myself as I moved away from Changmin.
Nisha how one can get burn when they play with fire.”
I level a glare at
the sarcastic jerk. I
definitely did not like this asshole. Okay,
I did. But he didn’t know that. Yet. Hopefully…
He must if you’re
so willing to get naked for him.
completely naked. I still had my bra on.
“Want to help?”
Changmin asked Aaron. “We can reenact the movie Nisha was so kind
to bring for us tonight.”
I gaped at him. I
mean, who wouldn’t. Was this guy serious? He wasn’t. He couldn’t
be. There was no way he was suggesting that we all have sex together.
I was dreaming. Yeah. That made more sense than me possibly have a
threesome with Aaron and Changmin. I was totally dreaming.
Aaron looked completely shocked. He was probably more so than I.
Despite being friends with Changmin for over ten years, Changmin
still managed to make him speechless time and time again. But, unlike
Changmin, he was an open book and it was obvious he was thinking
about Changmin’s suggestion.
looked me, blushing. I had to admit. He was adorable. Though with his
eyes on me, I felt completely ridiculous in the position I was in. I
tried moving away further from Changmin but the annoying man simply
put a hand on my hips, holding me down.
“You want her as
much as I do. You said so yourself.” They talked about me? About
wanting me? “And she wants us too.”
Wait a second. “Hey.
Does ‘she’ have a word in this?”
Changmin turned to
me and smiled his lazy, sexy smile that always made me want to jump
his bones every time I saw it. Not
that I thought I’d ever get the chance. Shivers
racked my spine as he kissed down my neck and along my collar bone. A
moan escaped my lips.
“I believe I have
my answer unless you really don’t want to, Nisha. I would never
I bit my lips
looking from him to Aaron. This was crazy. But what was even crazier
was that I was actually considering it. I must be out of my mind.
You only live
I knew I was
past crazy when Changmin resumed kissing me breathless and I didn’t
stop him. Nor did I stop the hand that removed my protective pillow
then moved between my legs and began touching me so intimately.
Instead, my fingers buried themselves in Changmin’s soft locks as
his thumb began massaging my clit. I felt a distinct pressure
building in me. When he dipped a finger into my heat, I nearly cried.
It felt so good.
My breasts felt
heavy. Aching. So when his free hand pulled down my bra, freeing my
breasts, I moaned with relief. He broke the kiss and dropped his head
to one breast, sucking a harden nipple between his teeth. My hands
clenched when he gave it a sharp tug then licked it soothingly. He
repeated the process to my other breast, never losing the rhythm he
had going between my legs. Working his finger in and out of my body
as he continued to massage my sensitive clit.
The pressure inside
me kept building until it was too hard to breathe. A second finger
joined the first and my whole being splintered. Lights danced behind
my eyes as my body soared to unknown heights, completely overwhelming
When my body calmed,
I reopened my eyes. Changmin held my gaze as he removed his fingers
from my body and brought them to his mouth. “Even better than I
niggled my memory which brought my eyes back to the doorway where
Aaron still stood. He looked at me with so much desire it made me
shiver. Then he was walking towards the bed. Towards me and Changmin.
“Nice of you to
Changmin, his eyes never leaving mine. Changmin moved, allowing me to
sit up. When Aaron dropped down beside me, I didn’t know what to
say. What did one say in a moment like this?
His hand cupped my
cheek, his thumb gently caressing it as he leaned in and kiss me. His
kiss so intimate and sweet, it made me realize he probably had actual
feelings for me.
I returned his kiss
eagerly, giving him complete access to my mouth. He took full
advantage as his calloused hands roamed my body, leaving goose bumps
in his wake. Becoming a little bolder, I slipped my hand under his
shirt, feeling the warm, hard muscle beneath.
He suddenly pulled
away from me, making me think I done something wrong until he ripped
his shirt off over his head. His lean muscles were evidence of hard
work at dancing, from his strong arms and hard pecs to his six pack
abs, something all women and a few men could appreciate.
His hands then when
to the back clasp of my bra and undid it so he could remove the last
piece of material from my body. He then returned to caressing my
curves, not leaving a single inch of skin untouched.
“You are so
lovely,” he said before kissing me once more. He pushed me back
gently until I was laying down before covering my body with his.
Chest to chest. Pelvis to pelvis. His erection pressed against my
core through his pants.
My hands moved on
their own, seeking to learn every ridge of his body. Wanting no part
untouched. Wanting those damn, annoying pants off. But my fingers
kept fumbling as I tried to undo the button. It was as if they didn’t
want to work right.
brushed aside mine and soon he was completely naked. We were skin to
skin. Everywhere. And I delighted in the feel of him. Holding his
body against mine with my legs and arms.
Aaron,” I barely heard Changmin say.
something unintelligible against my lips but did as Changmin
commanded. I felt a warm breath on my back as he trailed steaming
kisses down my spine. Someone slipped their hand between my
legs. I don’t know who. I didn’t care. They rubbing my clit in a
way that pushed me past distraction.
I wanted more. I
need so much more.
I heard a squirt of
a bottle and felt cool liquid touch the small of my back. Hands began
spreading it. Rubbing it down over my ass and between the cheeks,
around the small hole there. The hand between my legs was driving me
so crazy that I didn’t even care that a finger was probing my bud.
The same feeling I
felt earlier began sweeping me up. I knew I was about to come. A
second finger joined the first in my ass, creating this burning
sensation that increased my pleasure.
constricted as the intense feelings inside me explode once more. Once
again I saw that starry night sky as sensations rocked my being.
As I was mellowing,
I felt a thick cock pushing into my pussy. I gasped at the sharp pain
as it filled me, pushing deeper and deeper. I heard Aaron’s voice
groaning in my ear. It was him inside me. His hands on my hips
pulling me down until his cock was completely buried.
Changmin murmured in my other ear before I felt something thicker
than fingers pushing at my other hole.
I don’t think I
I must have said my
thoughts out loud because Changmin suddenly said, “You can.”
Fingers were once again messaging my clit, splitting my attention in
two. They gave me pleasure to balance out the discomfort as Changmin
worked his erection into my greased ass.
It was the craziest
sensation being filled by two cocks. Feeling stuffed in a compelling
way. With a hand on my clit, stimulating a deep-seated desire.
“Min, I can’t
wait any longer.”
Aaron. I’m deep in our little Princess now. You can start moving.”
Not seeming to need
any further instruction, Aaron pulled out before thrusting back into
my cunt. Changmin was moving too. In and out. In and out. I bit my
lip as a completely new sensation rocked my body. My nails raked
Aaron’s chest as the two men threaten my sanity. As they…fucked
Yes. They were
fucking me and nothing ever felt better.
Aaron pelvis hit my
clit with ever thrust as Changmin placed love bites everywhere he
could reach. A hand squeezed my breast. Fingers wreaking havoc on my
It was almost
too much to take. An orgasm peaked in my horizon. The abyss called my
name and I went crashing into it.
I opened my eyes,
only to close them again. The glare of the sun was blinding. Waiting
a few seconds, I opened my eyes again, my vision finally adjusted. It
was then I took in my surroundings.
At first glance, I
knew I wasn’t in my room or any room in my house for that matter.
When my gaze trailed to Aaron’s sleeping face, I realized last
night hadn’t been a dream. It really happened. I turned my head to
see Changmin on the other side of me sleeping as well.
What did I do?
What did I do!
Nothing at all. Everyone was grown, consenting adults.
Then why did I feel
so bad? Because I was raised with the idea that sex was only supposed
to happen between one man and woman, who were married.
Thankfully, I was on
birth control because no one had used a condom. I thought about it
briefly last night but I didn’t bring it up, too swept away.
Neither did the guys. And getting caught up in the moment was no
excuse for unsafe sex but I now understood how it was possible.
Shifting my position
onto my back, I looked between Aaron and Changmin, trying to figure
out how I was supposed to get out of bed without waking them.
Cautiously, I lifted Aaron’s arm that was wrapped around my waist
and slowly moved it to his side. I froze when Aaron shifted, scared I
had woken him. He turned away from me before ceasing to move. I
sighed in relief.
As quietly as I
could, I slipped from between the two men and off the bed. It was
then I realized I had a shirt on. I looked at Aaron’s sleeping
form. Definitely him. Changmin wasn’t kind enough to consider my
feelings to that extreme.
Though he did
more than consider your erotic feelings.
I glanced over at
Changmin, who was sprawl out naked, seemingly uncaring. To be honest,
his body was even better than Aaron’s. His muscles were more
defined, including the eight pack he had going. His skin evenly
tanned, only blemished by a few barely noticeable scars and a tattoo
of wings on his back. Though his face was more boyish, appearing
completely innocent in his sleep and giving no hint to the complete
devil he was.
A devil that knew
how to wring absolute pleasure out of your body.
what I was feeling now. Far from it. So far…
My clothes weren’t
hard to find. My jeans and shirt, along with my bra and underwear,
folded neatly in a pile on top of the dresser by the door. I got
dressed as quickly and quietly as I could.
I left the house as
if the devil himself was on my heels wondering if I would be able to
face the guys again when I didn’t even want to face myself.
“I think we should
have a pool party.”
Giving Carelyn a
queer look, I asked, “Why?”
“Maybe ‘cause we
don’t own a pool, genius,” Becca said as she entered the kitchen,
obviously having overheard Carelyn.
Despite my gloomy
feelings, laughter bubbled in me at Becca sarcasm.
Reese, who stood at
my side, nudged me until I looked at her, a big smile on her face.
One could easily tell she was having many evil thoughts. “Yes. We
should have a pool party. And I already have in mind our first
I rolled my eyes,
shaking my head as I went back to beating the eggs. I wasn’t going
to even try to guess. Though two names did cross my mind.
Not going there.
I guess Reese nodded
because Becca suddenly shouted, “Called it!”
looking at Darian anytime she’s around and don’t get me started
on how he won’t shut up about her in Bio.”
Becca tsked. “Too
bad it ain’t never gon’ happen. Right, Darian?”
I giggled. Becca’s
voice always made me laugh whenever she ‘tsked’ something.
Darian said in an approving tone.
We all laughed as
Darian’s silliness. The high spirits of the girls bringing up mine.
As we were making jokes about members of the other sex that were
constantly trying to get the attention of one of the girls in the
house, the doorbell rang.
“I’ll get it.”
Darian hopped off the counter and hurried out of the kitchen.
As she left I poured
the beat eggs into the hot pan sitting on the stove. After that
exchanging the cooked bacon in another skillet with uncooked, I
flipped the pancakes that were cooking on the stove top skillet.
I don’t know what
it was about cooking, but it always seemed to work out my stress,
which was why I always volunteer to cook for the others as long as I
“I smell something
My whole body froze
at the sound of his voice. I glanced towards the open doorway of the
kitchen and sure enough there he stood. Leaning against the doorframe
with his arms cross, he looked like he owned the place. Nothing new
there. There was a small lift on the side his lips, the usual slanted
grin he was always giving everyone. The only difference was the way
he was looking at me. If one could have sex with only their eyes, he
definitely had that mastered. I wanted to look away, but even more so
keep looking at him. What was wrong with me?
Aaron joined him a
second later in the doorway with a welcoming smile. “Hey, Nisha.”
Reese gasped from
somewhere within the room. “How come he gets to call you that
nickname but you yell at me when I do.”
“Because I don’t
I actually really,
really loved her. Especially in this moment. Because of her, I was
able to reclaim my mind from wherever it ran off to when the two men
I turned my
attention back to the food, thankful everything was nearly done and
not burnt. As the finished up, the girls were in motion, more than
likely preparing extra setting for the two to join us for breakfast.
A breakfast that couldn’t have been over soon enough as I found
myself seated between the two people I was currently trying to avoid
but my friends didn’t seem to comprehend my distress signal. Either
that or they were ignoring me. Probably the latter. Bitches.
Aaron kept the
conversation flowing around the table as we ate so I didn’t have to
really participate. Changmin, on the other hand, was being devious.
He kept asking me questions. He poked me. Tried to steal my food. He
reminded me of a child wanting attention. As if that wasn’t enough,
occasionally, he would lightly trail his fingers along my inner thigh
under the table, awakening my arousal.
I mentally cursed
him and my body. The next time he did it, I kicked him as hard as I
could in the shin. His grunt of pain brought me extreme pleasure that
wasn’t sexual at all. A grin decorated my face as a result.
Min?” Aaron asked over my head.
answered through gritted teeth, glaring at me.
I beamed at him,
thankful to finish my breakfast in peace.
During clean up, I
hid out in my room for a good five minutes before Aaron found me. I
guess my room wasn’t the wisest choice.
I tried to ignore
him but in truth, I was completely aware of his every move. I felt
him sit beside me on the bed, peeking over my shoulder at the
textbook I was reading. Well, trying to read. I ended up reading the
same page six times before giving up.
I threw the book on
the floor and looked up. “Need something?”
“Are you mad at
me? At us?” He asked, softly.
The sweet tone of
his voice eased my mood. I shook my head. “I’m just confused.
Upset with myself.”
I didn’t answer.
Instead, I just sighed and laid back on my bed. Aaron looked down at
me, his obvious worry showcased on his face.
“Why did you guys
“Because we were
worried,” Aaron answered without hesitation.
“You don’t think
it was weird?” I questioned.
He gave a small
laugh. “I would be lying if I said I didn’t but I…” He
scratched the back of his head. “I don’t know how to explain how
I feel without sounding like a major pervert.”
I giggled. Something
about him just made me want to relax. “Join the club.”
He grinned in
expression changed. His gaze trailed over me, awakening goose bump in
its path. When his eyes met mine again, the flames of desire danced
behind them. And I was fixated on his lips, thinking of his kiss as
he began leaning down towards me.
The door opened with
a loud bang. The two of us jumped apart instantly.
“Well. Well. Well.
Look what we have here.”
I glared at Changmin
as he casually waltzed into my room. He kicked the door shut with his
foot and smile. “Don’t mind me. You may continue.” He leaned
against the door and waved his hand as if he was some royal king
commanding his servants.
Rolling my eyes, I
stood and stretched. “Why don’t you go watch some porn?”
“Want to watch
some together?” He grinned before adding, “Maybe we could end it
like last night.”
I flipped him off
before walking into my ensuite bathroom. Though, before I could close
the door, Changmin slipped inside. He shut the door behind him,
locking Aaron out in the process.
Before my brain was
able to function to say something snappy, he pulled me into his arms.
I didn’t put up much of a fight to break free. Despite the fact I
currently didn’t like him for the moment, I still liked him.
Aaron’s persistent knocking and leaned against the sink counter,
pulling me between his legs. Bringing a hand to my hair, he played
with a loose strand and took a deep breath as if breathing in my
His gentle touch
shocked me but not as much as the soft look in his eyes. Why he
looking at me like that? Why?
forgot my hair as he trailed a finger along my cheek and under my
chin. He tilted my head until our lips touched. His tongue licked the
seam before pushing inside, deepening the sweet kiss. I couldn’t
stop myself from moaning as he tasted me with unkempt passion. I
forgot all about the fact I should be feeling like a whore and threw
myself into the kiss, loving each second.
He broke the kiss
slowly. Our breaths mingled. I looked him in the eye wondering just
how he knew what to do to calm my erratic emotions.
grinned and stood his full height. As he moved towards the door, I
took in a deep breath. Forget a shower. I need a bath. A nice,
I turned to see
Aaron lecturing Changmin. Changmin crossed his arms, “If it wasn’t
for me, you would have never got the courage to approach her.”
“Can you guys
leave now? I’d like to take a bath.”
Both turned their
attention to me. Changmin looked like he wanted to say something
smart but Aaron spoke before he could. “Okay. We’ll see you next
I nodded and closed
the door as Aaron pulled Changmin from the bathroom. Not trusting
Changmin, I locked the door just to be safe before stripping and
getting into the tub.
When I made my way
down the stairs Friday night, Darian began nagging me about my
clothing choice. “Are you seriously wearing that? Seriously?
I rolled my eyes. In
all honesty, I wasn’t in the best mood. Thus I did not feel like
dealing with unwanted opinions. “They’re comfy.”
Darian shook her
head. “Carelyn, do you think Canisha should be going to her movie
night like that?”
Carelyn turned her
attention away from the TV to me, giving me a once over. “Didn’t
we agree you had to marry one of them? Dressing like that is not
going to get them to pop the question.”
I snorted. If a guy
didn’t approve of all my looks, why would I want to be with them in
the first place? “I am not marrying either of them.”
“Who are you
marrying?” Reese asked, walking into the room with an apple in
I took a deep breath
and went to my happy place. Or at least I tried. My happy place was
currently out of order it seemed. I wondered when it was going to be
back up and running again… “Do any of you want to come with me?”
going to a group study for geometry,” Reese stated before taking a
bite into her apple.
“And I’m going
with her,” Carelyn added.
I looked at Darian.
“I have a date
That got everyone’s
attention. “With who?”
“That’s for me
to know and you to never, ever find out.”
Carelyn crossed her
arms over her chest. “It’s Derek, isn’t it?” It made sense.
The two were always flirting whenever we had lunch together.
completely. “Are you some kind of mind reader?” I know blonde
jokes are mean but I swear they were created because of people like
Kira and Becca came
down the steps dress to impress. Though I already knew the answer, I
still asked them to come with me. Each decline, explaining they were
going to a fraternity party, which explained why they were so dressed
Life just didn’t
make sense. Why did the girls always want to come with me when I
didn’t want them to but couldn’t come when I wanted them to?
Karma is just being a bitch to me.
admitted defeat. Looks like I’m going to have to face this one
alone. “I’ll see you guys later. I’m heading out.”
I arrived at to the
guys’ house in exactly twenty minutes. Yes, I was watching the
clock the whole time. Every single minute. But somehow, I still
reached there on time even after determinedly driving the speed
limit. And yes, I am a speeder but who isn’t?
Aaron greeted me
with a smile at the door. “I picked out a Chinese martial arts
movie tonight. Didn’t you say you loved those,” He asked as we
walked over to the coach.
I nodded, looking
around. Where was Changmin? I’m surprised he wasn’t loitering
around like usual. Why question it? It could just be karma didn’t
hate me that much after all. Finally, I relaxed. “I brought
If possible, Aaron’s
smile got bigger. He even rubbed his stomach as he said, “My
favorite. I knew I was keeping you around for a reason.
I took the brownies
out of my oversized purse as he started the movie. Once more I looked
around for Changmin. I had a feeling he was going to pull something.
Aaron and I got
absorbed in the movie almost right away, eating the brownies like it
was popcorn. About thirty minutes in, someone’s hand suddenly
gripped my shoulder. I admit, I screamed. Like a loud, girly and
shameful scream. I tried to jump away but I was grabbed under the
arms and pulled over the sofa. Aaron, who was just as shocked,
reached for me but missed.
I literally thought
I was going to die until Changmin’s voice whispered in my ear.
I glared up at him
in the faintly lite room. “One day I’m going to kill you.”
“You already have.” Then he dropped his voice so only I could
hear. “Want to do it again?”
I didn’t even
respond as I usually would. I couldn’t because everything had
changed. While he didn’t seem to mind, I did. Maybe it was a
mistake coming here. Stop
being a coward. Everyone
had the right to crawl into a hole if they wanted to but whatever was
left of my pride would rather torture me than let me take the easy
way out. Just my luck.
Right when I was
about to turn away, Changmin pulled me flush against his body. I
gasped as I felt his hard erection against my lower abdomen. My eye’s
linked with Aaron’s. As Changmin pressed a kiss to my neck, Aaron’s
expression was completely unreadable. That in itself was shocking
because Aaron was an open book and I could always tell what Aaron was
thinking since meeting him.
disentangled myself from Changmin and went back to sitting on the
sofa beside Aaron. Changmin followed me, leaving no space between us
as he sat down. He seemed completely content on invading my personal
space until the movie was over. When it was he stood, gave me an evil
smile then picked me up and threw me over his shoulder with apparent
ease even as I struggled against him. Aaron completely ignored us
even after I asked him for help, which pissed me off a lot for some
“Put. Me. Down.”
“I’m going to
bite you. Really, really hard.”